Again with the new year, isn’t it?
2019 was a mess - a beautiful one for some and an ugly one for others.
We might have tumbled, fallen, and failed to stand up. Yet, inevitably, another year arrives
On the calendar with bright explosives in the sky.
Celebrations.
People call them “celebrations”.
- What are you doing for new year holiday?
I’m in xx city with family -
- Oh, that’s nice.
- Enjoying it?
Yep. So far so good -
- Where have you been visiting?
Temples. A lot of temples haha -
- Haha. There are a few nice ones there.
Yep -
Well perhaps this was one of those occasional conversations which happened
thanks to an excuse allowed by the celebration season.
All of us can’t say we haven’t had a few of these, right?
So there goes another year. Another ‘happy new year’ text.
Another dinner. Another drink. Another ‘thank you for a good year’.
Or maybe another ‘let’s celebrate together next year’ which never happened.
Sometimes we wish we’d rid of things from the past because it would totally
Embarrass us in the future when we grow into respectable people of the workforce.
(If we ever develop into one)
There will always be something we wish we could permanently erase.
Some days we wish to just float into the outer space for a while.
Some words we wish we never uttered.
Some words we wish we never heard.
And why is that?
Many times did we tend to forget about the subjectivity of our opinions.
How we think. How we see. How we talk about what we think we see.
This is where we sometimes blurt out too much and wish we never said those words.
This may be when we wish heartbreaking speeches never existed.
Perhaps we’re all
Far too impatient
Far too reckless
And far too romantic
But so what?
That’s us
That’s humanity
We’re fragile
We’re bitter
We’re angry
We’re sad
We’re hopeless
We’re humans.
เลยเป็นที่มากับคำตอบของคำถามที่ว่า
ทำไมมนุษย์จึงงดงาม?
So beautifully broken, I’d say
อ่อนไหว แตกหัก และงดงาม
เพราะเรารัก เราจึงอ่อนไหว
เพราะเรารัก เราอ่อนไหว เราจึงแตกหัก
เพราะเรารัก เราอ่อนไหว เราแตกหัก
ฉะนั้น เราจึงงดงาม
เพราะแบบนั้น
แม้จะผ่านปีใหม่
ไปอีกกี่ครา
มนุษย์ก็ยังคงงดงาม...
อ่อนไหว
ใจสลาย
แตกหัก
อัปลักษณ์
และงดงาม.
Because beauty is yet to be defined.
